Hmm, i just realise that some of my best friends do not really like to entertain me at some moments.
It's either you are too busy to be bothered with me at the moment, or maybe you are just too smart and think that you shouldn't be handling someone like me.
Or, it maybe me again, just being too sensitive.
Either of the case, I don't like the feeling.
you kinda give me the very very cold feelings, probably because we weren't that close as we thought we were in the past.
i doubt you will read it, but i just need to get it off my chest. : )
i have not settle all the university applications, i shall aim to settle all these stuffs by this sunday. I only settle the private university application, though i belie i already have my whole body in there, i just don't want to end up there. i hope i manage to get into a local university because then, i can fulfil my promise to 2 buddies of going taiwan/hongkong together. i really want that trip because i always enjoy overseas trip with friends and my bestie has not taken a plane before. it will be great experience for her. yupps.
Have not been dancing for 2 saturdays, feels kidna guilty but then, i can't do anything really to it. First week was the saturday after results, not in a good mood and was at marina floating platform watching concert. Second saturday was whole day to open houses and i met my primary school mates. I have my teacher don't get really pissed as i am always missing lessons, my b ad habit is back.
I applied for SYF event helper, but i doubt i got the job because if i have gotten the job, they should have already called me up, but yes, no calls yet. I actually wanted the job because its SYF and i can watch the events if i get the job, plus i will earn money. Isn't the job just suited for me? i need the job too seriously.
seriously, no one will be too bothered with me, or i am already slowly retreating back into the comfort zone of mine once again. you know there is always times that you will feel not good at all?
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